I can't decide if I want anyone I know in real life ("IRL") to know about this blog. My husband knows but that's it. And I don't think he's even read it. I feel like I'm part of some secret club...
Although I haven't done it yet, there will come a time when someone close to me will piss me off and I'll need somewhere to vent. And if they know about this blog, I won't be able to do it here.
Plus, I tend to be somewhat private about the negative thoughts I have. Those closest to me likely don't realize how many dark moments I have, especially surrounding Ben's CP. But maybe it would be beneficial if they did? However, if I knew that those closest to me IRL were reading this blog, I likely wouldn't discuss those feelings here. I feel like I'm going in circles here.
So, do those closest to you read your blog? Do you find that that makes you "edit" your feelings, thoughts, emotions when you write?